Growing into Thyself: Healing Journey Unleashed

Flowing like forceful yet graceful waves, pushing through the dark unknown as the winter rolls in early. Scary and excited at the same time!

In this short episode I am vulnerable, standing in faith before my next chapter unfolds.  So many dreams, so many roads, so much trust needed!!!

Lean on Me: Plants, Humans, Animals, GOD is in all.  While I walk toward the light of my creator for more wisdom~strength~guidance, I still always have a free choice...

Thank You All so very much for listening today!  I genuinely hope you learned something & I invite you to join me each week, so you never miss a conscious wellness beat!  This podcast holds a special place in my heart, dedicated to my evolution here, my passionate mission to spread more consciousness for the much needed wellness on Earth.  Come join me as a guest as well, let’s collaborate making change for future generations.. 

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Transcript

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Hello and welcome beautiful souls to the Conscious Choices for Wellness podcast. I am recording from my on the road studio in my friend's home. They will be coming back this week. I have been house sitting and am in between, so I'm going to keep trying to do my podcast as I am in between looking for my new home. I'm not sure where I will end up yet. And a couple of days ago I wrote about growing into thyself. I called it a healing journey Unleashed. Seriously and quite literally, I am in one of the hugest healing journeys that I have been in my entire life. And it is finally time to really work through some shit. I had been taking probably what was just in my flow, what I knew, the easy route at the time in my life over and over again, choosing relationships that maybe I wasn't ready to get into. I would say that everybody I've been with, I've always, usually, I can't say this, I used to be able to say it, but for the most part now have had long-term relationships. I value relationships very much and I have never been like pro poly or anything like that. I have really am one to value my relationship with another and try to make it work and do everything that I can, that I feel like I have put in, given it my best shot before the relationship ends. And not only am I facing being alone again, I'm going to do it differently this time for the first time, yay. I'm not just going to find another relationship, which isn't hard for me to do, or it hasn't been hard. Maybe it gets harder as you get older, but it's just not what I know I need to do. The first thing I need to do is really get settled and find out where I'm going because I have this new freedom in which I think I talked about last week on the podcast. So there's a huge freedom lying ahead of me where I have just a lot of choice to be made more than I've had at any other time in my life. So flowing like forceful, yet graceful waves, pushing through the dark unknown as the winter rolls in early, scary and exciting at the same time. Indeed, I know I felt these twinning emotions before. Familiarity keeps the faith in a way untold beneath the depths of my soul. I love an illusionary challenge. So yes, I am being challenged. It is exciting, it is a bit scary, but I am leaning into my faith like probably never before because I feel like faith is something that is ongoing. It's something that you grow, it grows. I believe faith is something that grows as you use it, as you have it and challenge it, right? You can even challenge your faith. So as this new journey stands before me with each new day, I have no choice but to trust in what moves through me. My herbal human and animal friends are there to lean on when I need them. And right now I just have this one little animal friend where I've been staying this purebred Siamese. I'm not sure exactly what kind of Siamese or if there's just one kind, but I think there's a few different kinds. He's a white Siamese older kitty, and he's very, very sweet. His name's Mondo and I just didn't realize how sweet he was and we've been leaning on each other. He's probably been missing his owner and he knew me a little bit, but now we know each other well and we've had each other as company the last several weeks. So staying calm is most important. So I don't crack wide open into raw vulnerability, and that is a challenge because I feel so vulnerable right now, not having my own place. There's been maybe two other times in my adult life where I've been in between, but this time is different. This time definitely has its own uniqueness and already being humble enough is tough. Is it all a lesson for what? Why will I ever understand the complexity of it all? Yeah, I don't think any of us are going to understand the complexity of this life and its completeness maybe ever. Or maybe we just have to wait until we leave this earth and we'll be able to feel it and really understand what it was all about. So heading into my fifth decade of life on earth, this time around with so much to be open to learn, grow, heal, start over, reinvent myself, surrendering to it all with my special evolutionary approach like never before, goodbye half century of craziness. Maybe the future holds a different crazy. I must be brave. I must be bold. I will walk with dignity. I will shine love. Podcasts that are ad-free have been my therapy for months. Now I have a handful of them that I really enjoy and I just cycle through. And then today I thought, oh wait, what happened to that one? I really liked that one. It was my human design one with Jenna Zoe. And I started listening to her a couple weeks back and I was like, I got to listen to this every week. And then this last week it got lost in the shuffle. So I've got some really great ones that are medicine, using them as medicine. It's a part of therapy. And I have my Spotify subscription, so I pay for that every month. I guess there's a reason you pay for that because music is therapy and some of these podcasts can be therapy as well. And as the days pass on, I become more intrigued by what I see. If I'm looking in all the right circles, we are becoming more consciously aware as a human species, or am I? Is it just me? Am I all alone in this? I don't think so. I feel it on a collective level. Creativity is what I am breathing underneath all of the pain I feel from the world. My soul yearns to create beauty every day. Is it possible to create without a home? If you think that it is, I'd like to know your thoughts on that and how you feel about that. Have you ever not had a home or felt like you didn't have a home, a place to be, a safe place to go to and that you felt secure in and that you could stay there? Living in faith is not easy, but very possibly an challenge of time and space. Yes, yes, indeed. God only gives us what we can handle. Have you heard this? I don't know. Is this really true? Well, if it is, then it must all work out as it should. It's the divine plan, right? Maybe so nothing is a mistake. Everything happens for a reason. We have free will. We have lessons learned on and on and on, we will go. Gives is a big word. Giving can be wrapped in many ways. Giving can be either good or bad. We can only become a stronger version of thyself if we are growing towards the light. Positive thoughts challenge daily with my yoga practice can only help. So I start my day out by listening to some positivity from some of my teachers, like Deepak Chopra, Louise Hay, Alan Watts, who else? Those are a few that are rolling off my tongue right now, but I really, really, I've also been listening. Tores Seba, I think that's how you say her last name. I don't think it's Seba Seba. She has a beautiful voice. She is an absolutely amazing star, seed creator and channeler of the divine. And just having her on in the background doing my meditation and breath work is so, so helpful at times. So I also have my YouTube subscription that, and this podcast is also on YouTube. This is just audio today. I will be doing video next week with Mira Fannon. We're going to be recording, I believe Friday, and then I will edit it and get it out the following week, and we will be speaking on eco fashion. She is a wonderful eco designer who started her clothing line about, I'd say it's been over 20 years now, and she has everything made by women in, so it's owned and operated by her. And all of the seamstresses are also women and everything is made in Eugene, Oregon. So it's hand sewn and created in Eugene, and she uses wonderful hemp fabric. So we will be talking about sustainability and eco fashion, and also she's doing coaching for other entrepreneurial solopreneur women, maybe not just women, I'm not sure, that are starting their business and talking about how she can help them, how she got started, and she has a little side coaching business now. So she will be on my next show next week and you will see us. It will be a live recording. And I really appreciate you for listening. This is a short and sweet podcast today. I hope you have a beautiful week. Please stay strong. Saturday will be a big day. If any of you are getting out to the streets, I'm going to try to, but we will see how that goes. I am completely going with the flow right now and trying to really stay in the light, be close to God, our creator that is there for us all. And I really need some strong guidance right now. So I have to really be in tune of where I need to be and what I need to be doing every day so that I can find my next home and I can build the career that I want and the life that I want and do the things that I want. And so, yeah, like I said, it's not easy, but I believe I have faith that it can be done. So until next time, I love and appreciate you all. It would be great if you could leave me a kind comment, drop some stars and keep coming back. Share this with someone who you think might want to hear it, and yeah, spread the word. Okay? That's how we help each other. That's how we grow. That's how we by people out there, so many of us on this planet. And if we don't support one another, people that are doing good things, people that are spreading good words and that are supporting one another, building one another up. If we can't spread the word for those that are trying to do that, then we're just letting corporate greed take over because those of us out there that are trying not to support corporate greed or trying to sustain ourselves by ourselves and do our own thing, we need the support of others. We need people to drop alike to drop a review or some stars or share or whatever it is. Just spread some love and support one another so we can all be better and we can all do the things that we love and enjoy and make this world a better place for our future generations. Of course, that's what I'm here, and that's what I'm all about. All right, check out the blog on Substack, check out the website, and I will talk to you all very soon. Peace and love. Bye.